Wednesday 29 August 2012

Is it dawn yet?

I want a change... I want something to happen. I want things to move around. I feel like I am suffocating under pressure... I am not depressed, I just want a change. I want time. Time to spend with my daughter. I hate leaving her every morning to go to work... To an office job, 9-5, everyone's life. I want to get out of the routine, I want to bring her places, I want to go places, I want to help people... I want real life happiness. Not that I am unhappy.... Ii just hate the stress of life, the stress about bills, this and that... I hate worrying all the time. I need money, not an obscene amount... Just enough to remove the stress. Enough to allow me to spend more time with my lovely young one... I am channelling all my energy to that.
That's me these days....